...Self.Real.Eyes.Nation...
Who are you ? my Heart asks.
Do I know you from b4 b4 b4 ?

(((((((THIS IS ALL A HOLOGRAM)))))))

cLose your eyes.
Lose your self.
Love your Self.
Little fragment rejoins the whole.
Little figment re-members its SOUL.
mY CAPITALISATION is sliding.

My fingers are too long,
bones of rubber. Bones of stone.
My teeth dream of falling out.
I had forgotten what this was like...

Sometimes when I find
a feather, a member of the karass,
a lover on the other
side of Time; I want to lie down
beside them & cease to be.

Hello, Death-drive
-ing down a long blue road
wound endless round my wrist,
these ribbons
signify desire; drive me crazy.
It's not so long a way.

carbon-made only wants to be unmade

But I no longer want
to "get off now- the world is spinning!"
The Universe is spiralling, Time
is spreading itself like
honey across the sea.
I don't want
to stop,
blink out,
finis.

I am
so grateful
that I
exist.
I am so grateful
for the star-souls with whom
I continually collide.
Somewhen, little darling, we collide.
We are always colliding...
All ways, we collide.
All of this is eternity.
My Heart tells me.

There is One Heart
& it is the Universe,
but here in the third & fourth
Dimension(s) we divide
everything into Dark & Light.
Let's step into a darker deep All Hallow's Eve.
Let's walk through this Door together this Samhain.
Karass entire, we descend
into slender light of the Seasonal Underworld.
Let's hold hands, baby.
Let's hold hands & run.

Have I said I Love You All enough times that you believe ?
Have I held you as my Child for long enough, my dear?
Have I lain with you, wounds bear,
tender underbelly exposed
for all to see, trusting & embraced ?
Embracing, and trusting.
For All to see.

This body is these cells & they are me

This mind is this self & it is me

This Universe is these stars & they are me

This mouth tells this story & it is me

This sound sings this song & it is me

This hand plants this seed & they are one,
& they are me

All of these are one Soul
& it is me

& Now,
& Here,
With my Heart in my hand
I am reminded that I am
that I am.

I am
that I am.

We are One.